1/26/2006

See the World

Filed under: — Eternal @ 2:19 pm
Yesterday I went to a informational meeting on one month international summer volunteer work projects. The Choices they were offering for this summer are to Costa Rica, Domincan Republic, New Zealand, Australia, and just added this year, Equador. The projects consist of 2 weeks of social community development projects or contemporary conservation issues. The second two weeks allow you to “explore natural parks, marine reserves, mangroves, coral reefs, glacial, cloud forest, and tropical rainforests.” It look like a lot of fun. You have to pay your own way, but they have forms that they give you which they suggest you try to get company or personal sponsors, asking the sponsors to make an hourly donation to your work efforts. That is about 80 hours of work each, so you could ask someone to sponsor 1 to 2 dollars per hour that you work for another country, which allows for tax breaks for companies who want to support you. If I could go, I would probably most want to go to Costa Rica, secondly get Ariel to go on one with me to The Dominican Republic, so he could get to introduce me to his country. But, if I can get a job teaching, then I spend my summers for a few years trying each of these out. Check out their website here for more information: International Student Volunteers

Comment by Renata Macmj 01/29/2006:
Hey Chris. As I once told you, you are a life saver. I’m not kidding! :) Actually I am, but that doesnt matter! You have a hard choice to make here. Personally, I would like to visit New Zealand or Australia, but Costa Rica and the Domincan Republic sound so different, so exotic! Go figure. Good luck! Its like Sophia’s choice! LOL… I wish you well! Anyway. It’s always good to help, and you are pretty good at this! Bless ya!

Philosophy Club

Filed under: — Eternal @ 2:01 pm
What Does God Know About Tommorrow?

This was the topic of discussion in the USU Philosophy Club yesterday evening. It actually went really well. We managed to turn a 1 hour discussion into a 2 hour one. The panel was lead by Dr. Sherlock, and was argued by 4 undergrad students with 2 on each side. Those who believed in Closed Theism were on one side and those who believed in Open Theism were on the other. One of the members of the Open Theist duo was an old aquaintance of mine from my year in Mountain View Tower.

From what I gathered, it seems that the Closed Theists argued that God cannot have omniscience (because he can’t know the future which would negate free will. The Open Theists on the other hand said that God can know all…that is logical to know, (like he can’t know even things that are not knowable, that’s illogical) and can know anything that went into our creation, as well as everything we have done, but though he knows the future (or possible future webs), he cannot know for sure what humans will do tomorrow. He does, however, know what our choices are and has a pretty good idea of which we may choose based on what he knows about us. But, they are not clear on whether all that previous knowledge sets Causality into motion…which Harrison Kleiner later pointed out was what the classical Open Theist would beleive, which would prove in their view, lack of free will.

I’m not too sure either side unerstood the theories they were representing…so now I am unable to understand how what they said reflects those theories…however they did have interesting theories. The question itself has many facets to ponder, so our argument wandered about those.

Read my Ramble on the Discussion: What Does God Know About Tommorrow?

What Does God Know About Tommorrow?

Filed under: — Eternal @ 12:29 am
What Does God Know About Tommorrow?

Areas to reflect on are
Does vs. Can
Nature of God…who is this guy? what is he? How does he do?
Knowledge…what constitutes knowledge? ==> Raises Causality and metaphysical questions of the epistemic realm
Temporal…God? in, out, about Time? Is time perception? a dimension? Or a realm made to poorly describe our experience?
What is Free Will?

So we got off on a lot of those tangents.

In the crowd were Kent Robson, Philosophy of Religion Prof. and Harrison Kleiner, Aesthetics and Metaphysics/Hegel Prof. An old friend of mine, Suzy, was there. I was there, and an interesting guy from my “Kant and his Successors” class was there. The panel consisted of 4 Mormon raised students and a Pseudo Mormon Prof. At the end of the argument Kleiner pointed out how all 4 of the students were actually Open Theists, no Closed theists, since he is a closed theist, and what that means is that He believes God must know all including the future, and that they are not even real Open Theists in that respect since their classical claim is that God must not know all including the future. This made it hard for me to throw my argument against the closed theists since none of them back that theory.

My comment was that if we had free will, did we lack free will at the point at which God became an active God, intervening in the lives of peoples Free Will. My example, and old acquaintance, Doug, said I took his, was the situation where God hardened the Pharaoh’s heart and the Pharaoh changed his course of action. At which point is he causally responsible for his actions when directly acted upon by God intervening with previously set dominoes of causality.

Though I made that comment, it wasn’t at the heart of the discussion, but they had already blithely accepted my view as false when the interesting guy, Benny, from my Kant class mentioned that Knowledge of the Future in no way affects the causation of that Future. This has been my view since the reading Aquinas years ago. I understand that lack of choice entails lack of freedom to choose….but that is not fully true. One is still free to choose one choice, it isn’t much of a choice, but if unaware of the removal of other choices, and believing he was making the choice, he could choose Gods said “path” infinite times until he dies, and as far as he ever knew, he had free will. Here we get into a bit of a semantic game. Free will is defined as The capacity to exercise choice. But, is Free Will the ability to do whatever one wants (the common view) or is it the existence of multiple options to choose from, and the option to choose from any of them (which maybe a more complete, possibly more accurate definition of the term).

The distinction that I believe was most ignored, but most pertinent, was that knowledge may not necessarily entail causation. Kleiner tried to explain this through the idea that while I am sitting in a room, another person enters the room. I know he is there (or have Wittgensteinian certainty of such), and I am perceiving him only because of his presence. This is quite contrary to the idea that I know he is there, therefore I caused him to be there (some might say the opposite is true, he is there, which caused me to know it - do we cause God to know what we will do because we will do it? Kleiner didn’t, and may have no intention of taking the idea this far). My explanation is that a card counter, (someone so able to count cards and has watched the cards long enough to know which every card is, and which order they are in, say “Rain Man” for instance) could be watching a card game from a casino security camera, and would know every card that was going to come up, or be “chosen"/ randomly picked by a player, in a card game where a a player may draw a card at random from the deck for the dealer to guess what he has chosen. The player doesn’t know that there is a Rain Man who knows what he will next choose out of all his options, though he may suspect this could happen. In fact, the Rain Man’s knowledge of what card the player will pick, whatever card he chooses, does in no way cause the card he picks to be such.

Now that story may be misleading because it suggests a parallel with A hidden God knowing what choices we may choose from, but still unaware of which we will choose. This is not the suggestion, the suggestion is merely that knowledge does not entail causation. In this way, I believe that Aquinas is merely (and yet so much more) working with a semantic game of what Free Will consists, and that even were there a God who knew all, even the future choices of man, this would not negate his freedom to choose.

As Donnie Darko said, “If God controls time, then all time is predecided…every living thing follows along set path, and if you could see your path or channel, then you could see into the future…[you’re not contradicting yourself] if you travel within God’s channel.”

Monotov and Darko discuss whether or not all time is predecided, or as I think is better put “accurately forseen” not by guess, but knowledge of all temporal realities of human existence. The idea here is simply responded with the fact that we don’t have this knowledge that is being attributed to God. Otherwise we could indeed stray from our destiny (God’s set path) as Monotov puts it, or we could not do other than God’s set path despite fore knowledge (thus Cassandra Complex), hence the restriction of free will. Because we don’t know what our path is, we can’t have the freedom of choice restricted from us. We still choose, we couldn’t choose otherwise than God’s set path, but since we can’t look at it, for all we know we could guess that God is choosing while we go, what our set path is, is based on what we choose…this is a limitation of man, not of man’s God, he can’t have that limitation if he is defined by the absence of such limit.

I’ll finish with the assertion that if Philosophical Mormons are Open Theists, and most conservative evangelical sects of Protestants are Closed Theists, does that make me a Closed Atheist? I would say yes because though I do not believe in a being who has Omniscience, what I have been taught this word refers to (and perhaps wrongly so), is knowledge of all things including temporal pathways in past, present, future, and perhaps outside of such. Again, one with knowledge of all this does not negate free will. I could however be wrong in the extent of God’s Omniscience, as knowledge entails a justification by a burden of proof. Time as we know it may not exist, in fact the whole idea may simply be absurd, though neccessary for the working of our minds. Yet, if it does not exist, God can not know it (which would not negate from the ability to know all…that is) God cannot “know” what is not, because while God may understand what we mean, the function of the verb to know cannot all it. Again, not a defect of Omniscience, but a defect of the understanding of the processes of the epistemic. So I guess I’m not really sure if that makes me a Closed Atheist in this regard, or some other made up title…what do you think?

1/22/2006

No Babies Inc.

Filed under: — Eternal @ 5:11 pm


No Babies Incorporated is a business founded upon the idea that, while peace would be impotent without the contrast of conflict, people can still wish eachother the good fortune of “no babies".

Many believe that the phrase “No Babies” was founded in the mid thirteenth century in the heart of Africa by tribal leader, Balzarbig, of the Ay-cut’choo tribe. This is far from the truth however. The idea of “No Babies” has been handed down through the centuries culturally and genetically since before homosapiens adopted spoken language. There have been small civilizations here and there that actually practiced this theory for an entire generation. Sadly, those who had babies were exiled, while the more stout believers brought their dogma to their deaths. The most common practice is not the expected radical view of life-long abstinence, but a variety of culturally common desires for peace and happiness.

In some cultures young espoused couples who have seen the hardship of child rearing take the more peaceful, lazy approach and say “no way…not us!” Others have done it for the socially responsible views that the pressure of raising a child to reach its seemingly limitless potential is something that one should not partake in; when failure is fated, and it is the community who will suffer the consequences of a “bad seed". Then there are also those who love their ’seed’ to the point that they would not want to put it through growing up in the horror that society in this or that day and age has become. These are all very commendable reasons for opting “No” on proposition “Babies".

Some of the more common followers of “No Babies” have been people that give our company a bad rap. First there are the ‘hit and run’ daddies; talk about recipe monster-making…it takes one helluva good mother to make up for a missing father. We here at NoBabiesInc. believe that if someone doesn’t want a baby, that person shouldn’t make one. Next we have the young male throughout the centuries who thinks, I could see myself with a woman, but I just don’t know about having children; the problem with this kind is that the young man has not decided, and as Coach Gutman used to say, “Fail to plan; plan to fail.” The youngman will nonetheless be forced to ‘grow up’ prematurely. “Before you act it, prophylactic!”

To all people who choose our credo, no matter how stupid the reason, we here at NoBabiesInc. salute you. Remember ‘making babies’ is fun, but birthing them is a bloody mess.

No Babies,

~Chris Blight, Creator & Destroyer of No Babies Inc.



Eat Babies! “Eat the Baby” Song Dead Baby Dress-Up Dead Baby Jokes More Dead Baby Jokes Feed the Poor Feed the Poor More


Underworld

Filed under: — Eternal @ 5:36 am
I recently bought the extended/uncut version of Underworld, giving my original version dvd to my bro for a late Christmas present. So On opening day of Underworld 2, (couple days ago) Nick, Ily and I watched Underworld at my parents house in SLC, and drove out to Jordan Landing to see the new release. (It wasn’t showing at Jordan Commons fore some odd reason…Larry H. Miller is refusing to play Brokeback Mountain, but will then show Trans America and not Underworld 2…what a transvestial fag!) So the movie was pretty good. I liked the story, but more so I liked Kate Beckinsale naked, The big Werewolf and the Corvinus Batman. He was a kickass old vampire. I miss Vampire Hunter D…wasn’t Bloodlust Awesome!…and when Gatts fights the Demon! Oh yeah, so after Underworld, Nick and Ily and I went back to their house in Rose Park and ate some yummy freezer foods, drank beer, and played Mariokart for Gcube and 007 for 64. Good stuff.

Well, I’m running a high fever and have plans to go Snow Shoeing with Mike and Sarah later this morning, so off to bed.

1/19/2006

To my Evil Chris brethren

Filed under: — Eternal @ 12:32 am
Myspace.com has a small, and growing army of Evil Chris entities. They have proselyted me to no end, so in honor of my peers I have joined them and their cause, though I’m not quite sure what that is. Here is my introduction to them about myself.

Hey all. I do not believe in Evil, but I find myself often labeled as such. I have learned to take pride in epitomizing what the weak and mindless hate and fear, for they shun the unfamiliar and follow where others lead. “The path I walk, I walk alone", but I am no leader. Though my plight is intriguing to the world, it is not a pass of pleasure; the rewards lie in the ascent of the soul (that entity, material or immaterial, we understand to be our minds and our very selves). I am unable to fathom a God, though I am well studied in numerous religions, mythologies, and philosophies. I believe myself to be agnostic of a sort. But by all practical measures of my life I am an Atheist. I do not claim to know either way about the existence of a God, and yet because of this I do not live as if there is one. I am uncertain on this because it is unclear how one should live to live as though there is a god, if indeed we cannot measure the traits of the force of God, or come to know the personage of a being. So depending on what it is, if it is, I may indeed be living as though it exists. But, all my relgious training has led me to beleive that such a force is indeed personal, with human characterstics, and is not content with my form of disbelief or nonbelief. So, for the sake of easy explanation to the society in which I live, I am but a filthy Atheist, and as far they care a hedonist without morality or values, and a threat to their children.

But alas, I am a man, just a man. I’m just a guy, that’s all. I’m not my job, my religion, nor my possessions. I am a mind, a body, and quite possibly a soul (the immortal immaterial essence of self, separable from the body upon death or choice). I have torn down my presumptions, and with them my doubts. Hitting bottom, I was left with no place else to go but up. In still admiration and awe I observe the world. I perceive my environment through the lenses of a child. And like such, so do I soak up all that I can, in perhaps vain hopes of truth, if not happiness. In every moment of my waking life I seek to learn, progress, and experience as much out of life as I can. The simple-minded see things as simple, while the deep explore the extremities and complexities of life abondoned – world ignored. Knowledge is overrated, confused, and abused, but to understand the world, to catch even a glimpse of the abyss and to return understanding…now that would truly be something.

Peace, my Evil Chris brethren, and No Babies!
“Do or do not…there is no try.”
~Chris Blight

1/15/2006

Books

Filed under: — Eternal @ 3:07 am
Last Read:

Steven D. Levitt and Stephen J. Dubner’s “Freakonomics”

Brett Easton Ellis’“Lunar Park”

Reading:

Alan Moore’s “WATCHMEN”

Ralph Ellison’s “Invisible Man”

A list of Books I’ve read by author all unabridged.

Author Title
Aligheri, Dante
DIVINE COMEDY, THE
Ambrose, Stephen
BAND OF BROTHERS
CITIZEN SOLDIERS
COMRADES
WILD BLUE
Asimov, Isaac
FOUNDATION
I, ROBOT
Austen, Jane
PRIDE AND PREJUDICE
SENSE AND SENSIBILITY
Barr, Stephen M.
MODERN PHYSICS AND ANCIENT FAITH
Bartol, Curt R.
CRIMINAL BEHAVIOR: PSYCHOSOCIAL…
Beardstown Ladies
SMART SPENDING FOR BIG SAVINGS
Beckett, Samuel
WAITING FOR GODOT
Block, Lawrence
BERNIE RHODENBARR MYSTERIES (Books 1-10)
CHIP HARRISON AFFAIRS (Books 1-4)
EVAN TANNER ADVENTURES (Books 1-4)
KELLER’S GREATEST HITS (Books 1-3)
MATTHEW SCUDDER NOVELS (Books 1-4, 6, 10, 14)
Bowen, Elizabeth
DEMON LOVER
Bradbury, Ray
FAHRENHEIT 451
GOLDEN APPLES OF THE SUN
ILLUSTRATED MAN
Brodie, Fawn
NO MAN KNOWS MY HISTORY: LIFE OF JOSEPH SMITH
Bronte, Charlotte
JANE EYRE
Brooks, Max
WORLD WAR Z
ZOMBIE SURVIVAL GUIDE
Brown, Dan
ANGELS & DEMONS
DA VINCI CODE, THE
Bunyan, John
PILGRIM’S PROGRESS, THE
Carlson, Dr. Ron
JESUS OF THE CULTS, THE
Carrol, Lewis
ALICE IN WONDERLAND
THROUGH THE LOOKING GLASS
Dawkins, Richard
GOD DELUSION, THE
Diamond, Jared
GUNS, GERMS, AND STEEL
Ellis, Bret Easton
AMERICAN PSYCHO
LUNAR PARK
RULES OF ATTRACTION
Ellis, Joseph
BROTHERHOOD OF THE REVOLUTION
Gaiman, Neil
AMERICAN GODS
ANANSI BOYS
FRAGILE THINGS: SHORT FICTION AND WONDERS
NEIL GAIMAN AUDIO COLLECTION, THE
STARDUST
Gore, Al
ASSAULT ON REASON
Harris, Thomas
BLACK SUNDAY
RED DRAGON
SILENCE OF THE LAMBS
King, Stephen
DARK TOWER JOURNEY (Books 1-7)
Lander, Christian
STUFF WHITE PEOPLE LIKE
Levitt, Steven D.
FREAKONOMICS
Loewen, James
EVERYTHING YOU’VE BEEN TAUGHT IS WRONG
Meyer, Stephenie
TWILIGHT
TWILIGHT SAGA: NEW MOON, THE
Patterson, James
ALEX CROSS CASES (Books 1-13)
Prins, Nomi
JACKED
Wittgenstein, Ludwig
ON CERTAINTY

Profiling the Criminal Psyche

Filed under: — Eternal @ 2:48 am
By “psyche” I mean mente or mind, not its initial translation as the soul.

I’ve been thinking right now, that my life has a few different possibilities. One is to become a Mercenary, or contract killer. As the years go by, I seem to have moved myself away from that possibility, but I’m keeping an open mind. Second (not in order of importance), I plan to apply to The Joe Kubert School of Cartoon and Graphic Art Inc. in Dover, New Jersey when I finish up my BA in Philosophy here at Utah State University. Once I find out whether or not they’ll accept me, or if I can even afford it if they will decide my next step. My other option is to apply for the University of Utah for graduate school. I would like to get a Master’s or Doctrate in Psychology. In this my hopes would be to become a Criminal Psychologist and work for the FBI.

Out of the last 4 years of College, I have taken only a handful of classes that really interested me, History of Christianity with Norman Jones at USU and Ron Huggins at Salt Lake Theological Seminary, and Sacred Art with Thomas Toone at USU (the history of Religious Art, and Art in Religion) have had the largest impact on my life (soul?). The two that have had the largest impact on my mind and thought are Epistemology with Chuck Johnson at USU, and Psychological Profiling with Greg Cooper at SLCC. This page tells about Greg’s work history, and
qualifications. I liked him as a teacher at SLCC. His classes were all online, and required a lot of writing. If he responded to papers at all, you were lucky to get 1 word to a full sentence…out of 9 papers, I got one “good job", one “great job", one “Great job, Chris", and one full sentence. But it was the first academic college course inwhich I earned a 4.0 grade (%100 on everything).

Anyway, I have a lot of papers written on Serial Killers, and Criminal Profiling or Psychology, so check my Essays page, and I’ll try to update it.

1/14/2006

About Me

Filed under: — Eternal @ 7:14 am

Self Portrait - Chris Blight

Call me Ismael. That or Chris Blight. I was born in July many years ago in the wild west of the United States of America. My sign is Cancer. In fact, I’d prefer dying from Cancer than dying from Syphilis.

I began college at 16, I finished at 26 . I believe I will be back for more. I’ve studied at 2 universities and a community college all in Utah. My major studies were in Visual Art, English Literature, Psychology, Criminal Justice and I received my degree in Philosophy.

My major focuses in my studies appear to be based on three things.
Why do people behave how we do?
How should we choose to live?
Appreciation of beauty in all things in synthesis.

With these focuses, and the man I am becoming, where is my place in this world…what is this world, what are my beliefs about this world, do I have a duty to meet my beliefs, to enact them upon or in harmony with the world I live in, and in what way?

My first love is Art. My greatest love is Wisdom. Aesthetics: creativity and appreciation. As an artist, I am sometimes enslaved by the passions, the muses, and the elation of love. As a warrior I aim to be enslaved by nothing, acting only in harmory and at war with my environment as necessary. As a philosopher I try to take my nature in stride, and make use of the positive aspects. Love is all you need…to be happy. Friends, family, and lovers. Fun, freedom, and accomplishment.

I am a man; just a man. I’m just a guy, that’s all. I’m not my job, my religion, nor my possessions. I am a mind, a body, and possibly a soul. I have torn down my presumptions, and with them my doubts. Hitting bottom, I was left with no place else to go but up. In still admiration and awe I observe the world. I perceive my environment through the lenses of a child. And like such, so do I soak up all that I can, in perhaps vain hopes of truth, if not happiness. In every moment of my waking life I seek to learn, progress, and experience as much out of life as I can. The simple-minded see things as simple, while the deep explore the extremities and complexities of life abondoned – world ignored. Knowledge is overrated, confused, and abused, but to understand the world, to catch even a glimpse of the abyss and to return understanding…now that would truly be something.

I am now teaching English to elementary students in S. Korea. I’m having a blast!

1/12/2006

School Books & Adding Classes

Filed under: — Eternal @ 6:26 pm
I came to school this semester with half a tank of gas, and $5, but I still had a lot of textbooks to buy.

Last semester I had read some textbooks early then exchanged them for books I needed this semester. This semester I returned those books for about $110 cash. With $90 of that I went over to my uncle Albert’s house (yesterday) and we went shopping for my texts online. He used his credit card to buy my $350-$400 (bookstore price) text books. And I paid him the $90 we actually spent. With the remaining $20 I bought some Suby-fuel (fuel for my Suburu).

There were about 25 people trying to add my Phil 3810: Aesthetics course (including me) which was already full with 40 out of 40 people. The Professor ended up having us make a line from Seniors to Freshman, and stopped letting people in with the person in front of me…then, right in front of that guy who he didn’t let in, he let me in. (I had talked to him after class the first day, and I think he took to me…especially because it is a high level Philosophy course and I am one of 3 or so Philosophy majors out of those 65 people, there was one Music Composition major, and the rest were all Interior Design majors. This frustrated my teacher
because it was to be the first Philosophy course most of these women had ever taken, so in order for the majority of the class not to fail, he has to begin teaching the class like an intro to Philosophy, re-explaining all the dead white guys and how they are
important to the field.

Point of the story…I got my textbooks and got into my classes.

1/7/2006

Beacon Bible Church

Filed under: — Eternal @ 7:22 pm
I’ve been working on the website of my parents’ church, Beacon Bible Church. I just finished the first full draft today. I created the header logo, and manipulated their free pic lighthouse. It needs work, as I’m still getting used to working with .css
The site is http://www.beaconbibleutah.org/. It’s still in progress and probably will be indefinitely.