Schrag coins the term, “self as lived” to express the distinction between the self as a narrative in discourse or from an objectified self reflection and character formation as a literary construct, contrasted with the idea of the self as a narrative in action, actualized through making decisions and choices and about how to act and the constitution to act. The choice about how to act is deciding an act which is relative to circumstance or consistent in principle, in order to self actualize, rather than self-alienate, toward continuity or self-constancy. This self-constant actualization is the starting point for the culmination of self in a relationship with another, and then with community.
The self beyond the objectified, self-identified, and formed character within a literary construct is the self as a life-experiencing subject expressing an ontological, perhaps existential, claim through action that is reflective of both the context of a human existence –in light of historical background as well as the needs and desires of the organism- and that of one’s personal past of failures and achievements, and possible future with the potential to influence it as an authoritative agent of will. The self in action should be seen not as merely the narrative self, a pawn who has made a series of actions, but viewed in light of personal history, and the internal struggle of decision. Thus, the self is an amalgam or conglomerate of a list of deeds and the agent of deliberation in choosing to perform them.
Embodiment becomes an issue for self discovery because of questions about the cognitive self with respect to the bodily self. Many try to make this distinction, including Plato with the distinction of the trappings of the needs and desires of the body by which the soul is imprisoned in the bodily vessel. Aristotle spoke of the mind with reference to a pilot and his ship. Foucault spun the ideas that the mind is like an ever-watching prison warden who keeps the body in control, as well as the idea of the conscience being the prison warden of the soul. While many arguments have been made which give rise for the desire to understand the captain as separate from the ship, the captain is not a captain or at least captain of nothing where his ship is not involved. In other words, the self in action is only seen in action as a bodily self. The will, if not imposed through or by the body in some way, is for all practical and observed purposes effectively inert. The mind and body thought of as separate entities, are theoretical abstractions of the concrete self as a “praxis-oriented” whole –concerned not with the theory of customs or practices, but the motile, conscious, action of the self as self-defining and self actualizing through actions derived from decision.
More distinctions are made about the view of the “self in action” through the philosophies of the post modernists. Merleau-Ponty referred to just such a concept as “the lived body” contrasted with the body as studied in anatomy, physiology, and neurosciences. Marcel made a distinction between the body and the self which portrays the absurdity in just such an idea. He noted that, “my body is mine in so far as for me my body is not an object, but rather, I am my body.” To talk of one’s self as other than his body is to conceptually destroy one’s housing of existence. However, more to Marcel’s point, I believe, is that to think of one’s body as a possession such as a pilot would of his ship, is to separate the mind from the body, effectively annulling possession. When something has a body it is in or is a part of that body; a self entity could not speak of his body as other, as he could not have a body if it was other; it is not a “disposable possession that the self might or might not own.”
Sartre teams embodiment with action in an existential “engagement” with the “human situation.” Sartre claimed that, “the body…appears within the limits of the situation as a synthetic totality of life and action.” William James, known to many as the father of psychology, said that, “The world experienced (otherwise called the field of consciousness) comes at all times with our body as its center: center of vision, center of action, center of interest.” Bruce Wilshire presented us with metaphors of theater, where the embodiment and enactment of roles, actions, personas, masks, and costumes “inform the drama of everyday life.” Wilshire believed that one could better identify through the lens of the characters, and would be more effectively introspective. Through this self reflection one could deliberate one’s past performances, future plans of action, presentation of skills upon stage or in the play of life to better realize “achievement of self-identity.” Wilshire believed that a self is a human body “mimetically involved” with other like bodies, able to distinguish himself consciously from others in goals, aspirations, failures and achievements he can call his own. This theatrical metaphor is congruent with idea of life as a stage, and the previous idea of self in discourse as play relates to a narrative. The “joint achievement of bodily and narrative self-identity” is attained by the submergence of the self with others in a story of interactions between them, their situation as humans, their struggle with outside forces, and the constant internal struggle not to alienate one’s self (staying true to the identity they hope to establish).
Modern philosophy spent much of its time discerning the who that is in the statement, “I am”, asking little of the body as it was more easily deconstructed into physiological parts. There was an epistemological desire to rigidly discern the self as wholly apart from the “human” self, as this seemed to be an incidental baggage of the self that my be the same in all humans, and so might be considered separate. Though I am uncertain of the direction of Hume’s involvement here, it seems congruous with Schrag that such an attempt at further deconstructing identity apart from parts or partitioning the whole is a fallacious move. One’s identity is not separate from his identity as a human, nor is it separate from his identity as a physical manifestation (or body) the result of the “self-as-body” is lived concreteness, not an abstraction of identity but a description of identity as “observed.”
Concerning the deliberation of making a decision, and the constitution or will to act once a decision has be devised, Schrag states that there is a “moment of the inauguration of action, consummating the decision to do x or y.” He believes that act of deliberation and reactive constitution is always a response to prior action. This action carries with it a nature of some sort to stimulate certain options of response (an approaching vehicle at high speeds may stimulate very few responses considered natural or reasonable by the responder). The action acted upon the self affects the reaction of the self, as well as that reaction upon the previous action. Actions appear to be guided by other actions, and they respond to them. This is the case even with the involvement of the self. This involvement of the self relates to what Suzanne Kemmer calls “the middle voice.” The deliberation and constitution of action is where the identity of self lies. It is between autonomy and heteronomy; neither is it the slave to the forces of action put upon it, nor is it fully free to act without influence of the causal waves of interaction between multiple “free” agents.
Ricoeur speaks of the “prereflexive imputation of myself” wherein the self is being ascribed during the “throes of decision making.” An English rendition of his quote is that “I make up my mind in the act of deciding”, which seems can be taken in two ways. One is that much of our character is built in the moments of problem solving or moral dilemmas; some issues have not been concerns of ours until faced with the “moment of truth.” The second is that no matter the preconceived notions we have about “right action” or our responses to given situations, most of who we are is built in the small decisions we rarely think about. Long before “big issues” face us directly we have established our identity in the cumulative sum of our action and reaction at every level. Who we have become in our action or “decisions made” (passive or active) becomes the “who of action.”
According to Schrag, the who of action is implemented through the agency of enactment, as a source of empowerment (which may be over indulged by the evil aesthete of Kierkegaard, manifested in the philosophy of Nietzsche’s aesthetic implementation of will) to affect social change and cultural transformations. In the recognition of the self as an empowered entity to affect the world through action, he establishes for himself an announcement of self identity, creating his own narrative which he wishes to tell through his life. At this point of reflection, a self identity, through the enactment of the “who of action” shapes his hermeneutics and commutative praxes to establish “self-constancy” or “existential continuity”; according to Kierkegaard this “self-identity is an achievement that is won through the hard struggle of making choices.”
According to Judge William, the soul is “matured in the hour of decision”, and between the lines, all I can figure is that existential continuity is made in the necessity of our response of choice, and in fulfilling such a response. Somehow the actions which we make determine the decisions to which we will have to react in the future. Much like a liar finding himself caught up in more lies. No matter the choice, the “individual chooses himself as a concretion determined” in accord with whatever continuity he has chosen for himself or to which he has found himself reacting. The culmination of the descriptive and prescriptive notion of the “self as lived” is found in Kierkegaard’s revamping of the Cartesian principle into “I choose, therefore I am.”